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Gambit-muse is suppressing all my other muses xD
So I was wondering if I should write this message to Tommy and tell him how I feel. That all my feels are going crazy because he’s been ignoring me for a good part of…. five days?
It’s making me feel weird. My emotional aspect isn’t that great in the first place, I’m not good at dealing with my emotions. I’m either happy and pleased, which is what I’m usually is. If I’m sad, I cry, I keep by myself for some days and it’s over. But now:
I don’t know what he wants, I don’t know if he meant to end the sex-part without telling me. And if he did it’s okay, and I think we can still be best friends, but if he means to ignore me it’ll ruin our friendship. I’ve kept my feelings bottled up so I wouldn’t lash out on him until now, mainly because I don’t want to ruin our friendship. I become a real bitch when I feel hurt.
But know… I have so much anger bottled up inside because he is ignoring me, not only because I had the impression that we were not done with the sex part, but also because he’s been ignoring me as a friend. When I bottle up feelings like this I tend to isolate myself, and lash out on everyone, I had to tell my best buddy today, when he asked for his books that I couldn’t talk to him because I was in such a foul mood.
I get frustrated and sad when I do this, and I can feel that it’s not good for me, so I think I need to talk to him, and tell him what I feel. I don’t care if he don’t want to do the sex thing anymore, I just don’t want to lose my best friend and I can’t lash out on the people around me, when it’s really him I’m angry with.
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